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Monday, November 22nd, 2004
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9:35 pm - I made a quiz
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| Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
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10:41 pm - It's been awhile.
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Wow, things have been...well...they have been there. School is not going so well. I think I'm finally passing 3 out of my 4 classes. I'm working a lot like 35 hours a week. I've stopped playing hockey. I hurt my back again pretty bad where if I keep playing I'm going to have to have surgery again. Moving out this past summer was the best thing I've ever done. I love living on my own and I love my roomie. it gets kinda lonely sometimes when shes gone on the weekends (every weekend) but it's all good. Usually theres a party here of some sort on Saturdays. :)
Oh - I'm single again/still. Daniel (waiter from fridays) and I end everything. I am so mad at him. If I never talk to him again it'll be too soon. Unfortunately he didn't delete my number out of his phone and he and his drunk friends called me last weekend. That didn't make me happy. It's like comeon - I deleted his number the next day that he broke up with me why can't he delete my number. Eh, whatever.
So I'm pissed about the election. Kerry should have one. Propsal 2 shouldn't have passed!! Our economy is going to die now that Bush is going to serve another 4 years. I like the fact that once he declared victory all his stocks rose. Oil went up over 50 dollas, pharmaceuticals went up and so did biochemical. A lot of other stuff went up today too, but it was all his stock.
Anywho - I'm distracted by sex in the city. I'll cya'll later. Call me if anything. I'm usualy at a bar or having a party and everyone is always invited. :)
current mood: sleepy
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| Thursday, September 9th, 2004
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12:57 am - 43 hours and counting
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So I've been up for 43 hours straight. I'm not even tired - i'm beyond tired. It's kinda fun. My day started at 6am on Sept 7 and is still going on.
On a good note - tonight was the first night of practice. we had more girls there than we've ever had. It was so nice.
So now, i'm sitting here, waiting for Daniel (fridays waiter) to call me back, eatin some easy mac, drinkin a beer and watchin cartoons. I need to start reading or something for my night class on thrusday.
well gotta go - my easy mac just came out of the micro. mmmmmm.....easy mac
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| Monday, September 6th, 2004
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12:30 am - bad jill
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So i'm bad. i'm going after 2 waiters at fridays at once. sad thing is - they're basically best friends. and i think i might get both of them. hmmmmm.....what to do. who to choose.
current mood: pretty damn buzzed
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| Wednesday, September 1st, 2004
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5:43 pm - Weeee.....
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I finally have internet!!! Did I mention I moved out of my house? I live by campus now. :) good times. schools a bitch, but thats life. works a bitch, but thats work. speaking of a bitch, i need to go buy a book and then go to class. cya ya'll later.
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| Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
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10:06 am - Birthday
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TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY. I'M 21. WEEEEEEE!!!!!!
I also get to sign the lease to my Apt today. What a good birthday present. :)
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| Sunday, August 8th, 2004
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2:56 pm - Weeeee
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| Sunday, July 18th, 2004
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9:48 pm - wow - hangover
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Can I just say I had a blast this weekend. I went to Cedar point with 4 other girls. Holy Cow, what a hoot. Lets just say I got way to drunk. When I woke up this morning I was still drunk. :) We met up with a buddy (Ryan) that works at Cedar Point that did work at Old Navy. He was a riot to work with at Old Navy and it was good to see him. I'm still mad that we never talked in high school. I've known Ryan since he's lived in Ortonville and we didn't officially meet until last year when I started working at Old Navy. Lots of memories of this weekend. I got some good pictures so we'll have to see how they turn out.
I thought I'd give ya'll an update on Chris too. I realized the other day that I don't like him as much as I thought I did. I thought I was totally into this guy, but I realized that I'm not. He's a great guy don't get me wrong. I hope we become really good friends, but when I went and visited him on Friday I just came to my senses. It was weird. I've never had that happen before. I still like him as a friend and he'll always be my Superman, but it's just not there. I'm glad I realized all this before something happened, or I got hurt. :)
I think Ryan helped me realize all this about Chris. We were drunk and talking about his relationship that ended on Friday. I felt really bad for him, but glad we could drink the night away to help him get over her. I think he felt better in the morning (better about the relationship ending at least - he had more of a hangover than I did *he normally doesn't drink that much*). LOL. :)
We'll my hangover is still winning and I'm hungry so I'm going to eat some bread and go to bed. Later all - hope ya'll are doin alright. :)
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| Sunday, July 11th, 2004
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10:45 pm - I found my Superman
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Yes, the title is true. I think I honestly and truly found the one guy that I can call Superman. I've never found anyone that I can call Superman. That name/title means the world to me and I thought I would never call anyone that. My Superman that I found was so not intended. Anyway, his name is Chris. He's a manager at Perani's Hockey World with a degree from MSU in Business. I've met and talked to this guy a couple times before Thursday and we've always had a good connection, but I never thought anything of it. (Odd I know). Well I went back on Friday to buy a new pair of ice skates and Chris ended up helping me out. I spent about 1 1/2 hours there trying on skates and just talking to Chris. After I left I realized how much he helped me and stayed with me even while I was sitting in the pressure thingy to mold my skates. I realized how much he cared and wanted me to be happy. I called him when I got home and thanked him again for everything he did and told him how much it meant to me. So I decided to go up there today and see him again. He had a BBQ on Saturday and I just wanted to see how everything went. I ended up being at Perani's for 2 hours. We litteraly just stood and talked. Every once in awhile he'd have to go sharpen some skates, but he came right back. I ended up knowing his whole life basically by the time I left and he knew a good chunk of mine. Finally when I was going to leave and he had to go help a customer he shook my hand to wish me good bye. I looked at him directly in the eyes and he said "maybe next time we can get together out side of my work". I just smiled and said I'd like that alot. :) He told me to call him later this week to "set something up". Everything about him just makes me smile. When we were talking today and we were arguing/discussing Sergei Fedorov we were both laughing and smiling during an argument. We both wanted most of the same things in life and it was odd. It was like I was answering some of my own questions when I was talking to him. You know what I mean? I just hope it all works out. I don't want to jinx anything though. Well see what happens. I don't want to get my hopes up because then I just get hurt somehow. Oh well, I'll keep ya'll updated.
Good night
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| Saturday, July 10th, 2004
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11:19 pm - Wooo
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So, I dont work at Summit Sports anymore. It just didn't work. So I'm back at Old Navy. It's all good I guess tho. I'm back with my friends and I get my discount again. :) I don't know what else to say now.
I'm watching a strange movie.
current mood: tired
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| Wednesday, July 7th, 2004
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11:34 pm - This is kinda cool.
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11:32 pm - This is kinda cool.
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| Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
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5:53 pm - Interesting
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My life got a lot more interesting last week. Last thursday my store manager at summit got fired and they need to find a quick replacement. so they took the last person that went to work at the main office out and put him back in my store. I want you to guess who this person is. Yep, it's Brandon. I found out friday that he was going to be my manager but didn't work with him until monday. I was expecting to go to work monday have a couple hours till he showed up so i could calm myself down and just not really think about, but oh no, there he was just standing there waiting for me to walk in. i didn't know what to do. i just looked at him. he said hi and acted all buddy buddy, but i couldn't even get a hi out. it's been so long since the last time i've seen him, and that last time i saw him i was so hurt by him and so pissed off that he could hurt me as bad as he didn't and not even care or realize it.
So monday I had to work 9.5 hours with him. we really didn't talk for the first 3 or 4 hours. i just didn't know what to say or how to act. finally after we got our projects done and we were waiting for customers i had to say something to him. The first thing out of my mouth..."so working with you is very akward to me. when i got hired in here i didn't think i would ever have to see you. frankly i didn't want to see you, i was so pissed off and hurt by you that i still feel some anger towards you and i didn't know how to act the first time i saw you again". he just looked at me and was like "what?" and i continued "when i heard you were going to be my boss friday I almost freaked out and wanted to quit. I haven't slept since friday. i've been so nervous and anxious for when i saw you again." he just listened. he didn't know what to say. I kept going for bit more. finally i finished and i said i was relived i was able to say all that. i don't think i'll have a problem working with him. unforturnately the sound of his voice still give me goosebumps and thought of working with excites me. i sadly still do like him a lot, but i will never open up to him again like i did the first time.
current mood: calm
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| Thursday, June 17th, 2004
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10:46 pm - Hmmm...
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Things in my life have been going. I love my new job. I'm finally an assistant manager. :) It's exciting stuff.
Anywho, this isn't why i'm updating. I was trying to work things out with this guy joe. We had a good thing before, but he decided to end it. I wasn't bummed horribly, but it sorta hurt on how he did it. But i decided to contact him again and he wanted to try again so I was all for it. But he screwed up again and didn't tell me things the right way. So I was hurt/pissed again. Today (a week later) I decided to go back to see him and I didn't really say anything, but he could tell i was mad/hurt. I told him I just wanted my truck fixed so i didn't have to come back (thinking about it now, that wasn't the right thing to say). he didn't say anything really before I left (especially since I have to be back there tomorrow), but now he has an away message up that i'm going to guess its for me, but I could be wrong. anywho, his away message says "My favorite girl wanna leave me just because I got a girlfriend". hmmmm....whatever. if that message is for me, he can fix the problem he made.
I hope ya'll are doing well. I miss everyone so much. it'll be easier to see ya'll when i move to rochester at the beginning of august. :)
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| Thursday, May 27th, 2004
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10:42 pm - Pissed off
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| J | Joyous | | I | Insane | | L | Light | | L | Luscious |
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--------------------------- I just want to say I'm pissed off. I had to go see Joe (from Truck King) the other day and we haven't talked since our fight and I would have preferred to keep it that way. I've been having problems with my remote starter they *truck king* installed back in January. My key pad won't unlock my truck like 50% of the time, so I take it over there and deal with Joe. First they didn't believe but then Joe saw the truck not unlock, so he told me to bring back on Thursday and he'll have the wiring guy look at it. So I take it there today and drop it off to them. I called at 5 o'clock this evening to see what happened and if they got it fixed. Joe said they did and they had to do some rewiring, but I could pick it up whenever. I told that since they got if fixed just lock the keys in it and I'll use the other keypad to get into tonight after work. So I make parents meet me over there at 10 o'clock tonight so I can pick up my truck and MY FRICKIN DOORS WON'T UNLOCK WITH MY KEY PAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I started swearing loudly at it. SO now my truck is in the parking lot of Truck King with the keys locked in it and no way to get in it. I'M SO PISSED OFF!!! So I left a message at truck king telling them why its still there and I'm just waiting for Joey to get online so I can talk to him....
This starter has been one big pain in the ass since I got it. I knew something wasn't right when it took them 5 hours and 3 guys to install it. GRRRRRRR....
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| Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
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10:25 pm - Sad day
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Today was a sad day. It was my managers last day at Summit in GLC. He's going to the farmington store so it's not like I'll never see him again plus we might go golfing on Wednesday, but I'm really going to miss him. I really wanted him to be the one that trains me and gets me going on bein a manager. He was so nice and cool. Oh well.
Everything else was fine today. So I guess over all it wasn't a sad day.
well i'm distracted by the tigers game and the pistons game. talk to ya'll laters. :)
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| Sunday, May 16th, 2004
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11:21 pm - YAY!
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YAY! I started a new job. I am now a proud employee of Summit Sports in Great Lakes Crossing Mall. Hopefully in the next 30 days or so I will be the manager there. I like my new job and am very glad I left Old Navy. I thought I would regret leaving Old Navy, but the more I work at Summit the happier I am I left. :)
In other news I'm still playing hockey. I joined a spring league in Hazel park and its good clean fun (except for last week and when I sorta got in a fight). I'm doing really well in the league so I like it.
My truck is still for sale. I have another person intrested in it, but it'll probably be nothing agian. I just want to sell it. I think instead of getting a new Vibe like I thought I'd get, I think I'm going to go used again and get a 2000 Mustang GT (coupe). I'm not sure if I want to buy used again, but I think to get my mustang again I might just have too. I went car shopping tonight and couldn't find a darn thing.
Well, robs telling me i need to go to some link so I'm gonna do that and go to bed. Feel free to call anytime folks, I'm always for doing something even if it's after work one night. :) Later buddies!
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| Monday, April 26th, 2004
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11:43 pm - New
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Remember how I said I was so happy at Old Navy? Yeah, well not anymore. I put my 2 week notice in. May 8th is my last day. I got a new job at Summit Sports. I'm going to be at the new store in Great Lakes Crossing. Once I start, I'll be the manager of the store in 30 days. :)
Its going to be so much better than Old Navy screwing me over! :) I am going to miss everyone at Old Navy. I'll never replace working with anyone. It was a great experience working there. I'll always love Rob, James, Jeff, Matty, Joe-Joe, J.T. and Bobby and of course everyone else.
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| Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
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10:59 pm - So
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even though I just updated like 5 minutes ago, I just had this huge realization of my car accident again and I'm sitting here like crying basically. I thought I'd get over my car and the fact that I'll never see it again and that they had to pull it out of a ditch (it ended up dug into the side of a hill) and carry it away on a flat bed. I thought I'd get over the fact that the cop said I shouldn't have walked away from the accident.
I can't believe I could have died that night. I can't believe that I loved my car that much that 6 months and 10 days later I still think about my car every day. I can't belive I can't move on.
I just want my car back. It was the only thing that was 'me'. I customized it to me and loved that car. I never loved anything or anyone as much as i loved that car and thats a scarry thought.
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10:25 pm - wow - I'm updating my journal
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I can't believe school is finally over for the semester. I have one final left on Friday morning and thats it. I'm so glad it's over. I can't believe I just completed my 3rd year of college. It was a good semester overall. Classes were good, I met some new people, found some old friends. Good times were had and more are to come.
Things on the work front are better. I got promoted a couple weeks ago to Front End Supervisor; I start my training on Sunday. I'm very excited.
On a personal level things are frustrating as usual. I still think about Alex alot (the guy I talked about in the last post), but I have a new friend John that is throwing me off as usual. It's one of the situations with John that I like him, he likes me, but he like her too (and has known her longer). Whatever though, he's a cool guy and an awesome friend.
It seems my hockey season never ends. Since I'm president of the team I get the task of finding us a new rink to play at next season which isn't fun, trying to payoff the ONYX since we still owe them 2 grand, and trying to organize things for next season. Sometimes I just hate being responsible.
Have I told everyone that I'm moving out of my house? I move out in August with my friend and fellow hockey player Melissa. I can't wait!! We're hopefully moving into the Townhouses by campus, but we'll have to wait and see if we get one. Also, my truck is for sale, and I've had a lot of calls on it actually. I hope I sell it soon because I found my Mustang that I want. The mustang I'm going to get (hopefully) is a 2004 V6 bright ass orange coupe. It's practically loaded except for leather (good thing). Its SWEET!
Well I guess thats it from me guys. I hope all is well with everyone - don't hesitate to call if you need me or just want to talk to someone. :) I always have my cell on.
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